[Neon Nocturnal]

but what really grinds my gears and it’s a huge thing… is the total lack of respect most people seem to have for those around them.

It’s great that everyone is having fun… but why does everyone else have to know about it when they’re trying to sleep, do their work or just simply try to relax in their rooms.

The loudness of music and high bass is ridiculous, I mean, fair enough listen to music etc. I don’t begrudge anyone that, but when the bass is so high that you can’t do your work because the table is shaking, that’s just too far. I honestly wouldn’t mind if that kind of thing happened just on nights out, but it happens at 3 O’clock during the day, it’s a bit silly.

I also hate it when people come in from nights out and think it’s acceptable to wake everyone up. The reason this pisses me off so much, is because whenever I go out and come back in, I try really hard to be quiet and not to wake anyone up, I don’t seem to get that back at all. People come into the hallway shouting the odds and then come into the kitchen and play music or talk to someone as if they’re halfway down the street.

People coming into the flat and eating food or drinking something and not taking it back with them or cleaning up after themselves also really pisses me off. There’s a glass of coke on my windowsill that’s been there since last weekend and it has still to travel to wherever it came from. The coke probably went flat days ago.

End of Rant.

stomach issues suck eggs! :(

My boyfriend is just… he’s honestly the best thing to ever happen to me.
I’ve always struggled to feel comfortable and happy with myself and no matter how much I tried, I never seemed to get it right. He constantly compliments me and says I’m such a nice person and even goes on to point out examples, which make me really believe and trust what he has to say. He’s made me feel so much better about myself it’s untrue.
He’s also taught me that it isn’t okay to just silently disagree with what people say or do, if you disagree you should always voice it out and stand up for what you believe in.
He’s the most nice and genuine person I’ve come across, an the fact he shows any interest in me makes me feel so honoured. The fact he tells me he loves me every time he talks to me makes me feel happy beyond words.
I love that he always feels the need to protect me when he freaks out more than I do. I also love the way he puts up with my childish tantrums. I can be such a jerk sometimes, acting without thinking what I’m doing, yet he still loves me.

I miss him so much right now… but the time away has given me chance to think about all the things that make me love him. The above not even scratching the surface. I’m more appreciative, and I realise that I have something so special. I promise to cherish this gift, most people don’t find something so special.