[Neon Nocturnal]

[Neon Nocturnal]

welcome. im leon. :) im a student at the university of huddersfield. studying drama and theatre history. i love music, mostly electronic related stuff. massive fan of eurovision and Glee, i also love musical theatre, which is kind of a duh looking at what i study. i often dabble in art from time to time too! :) im on a journey to slowly find faith within myself. :) feel free to ask questions!

I Feel So Lucky and Loved Right Now…

My boyfriend is just… he’s honestly the best thing to ever happen to me.
I’ve always struggled to feel comfortable and happy with myself and no matter how much I tried, I never seemed to get it right. He constantly compliments me and says I’m such a nice person and even goes on to point out examples, which make me really believe and trust what he has to say. He’s made me feel so much better about myself it’s untrue.
He’s also taught me that it isn’t okay to just silently disagree with what people say or do, if you disagree you should always voice it out and stand up for what you believe in.
He’s the most nice and genuine person I’ve come across, an the fact he shows any interest in me makes me feel so honoured. The fact he tells me he loves me every time he talks to me makes me feel happy beyond words.
I love that he always feels the need to protect me when he freaks out more than I do. I also love the way he puts up with my childish tantrums. I can be such a jerk sometimes, acting without thinking what I’m doing, yet he still loves me.

I miss him so much right now… but the time away has given me chance to think about all the things that make me love him. The above not even scratching the surface. I’m more appreciative, and I realise that I have something so special. I promise to cherish this gift, most people don’t find something so special.